this is someone dropping something... i am glad it was done. it felt 'happy', very very calm, and like there was some sort of psychological mechanism that i was freed from. a background some kind of cancelling process. feeling quite fuckd today though, but don't seem to have come down too hard... music sounded good - that's true.

is social interaction an end in itself or a means to an end?
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excuse the cliche

friday night @ the lounge in the city... goood fun. the smoke from the machine became so overwhelming at times that you couldn't see the person dancing next to you. pumping house, port, extremely attractive women. cool people dancing with everybody nice feeling, free beer from barman. gothic looking cloakroom girl, who eric had a bit of a thing for.

can't think properly. have to do things namely h/w (i'm so fucking sick of that word) . goodnite.