the strangest day
all those strange and wonderful things; thoughts, revelations, events, that i kept on putting off (telling people there were great things pending) have now officially exited my consciousness. tragedy.
to the topic of the strange day -> i walked out of my room earlier and i had no idea where, in time, i was. i went to school today, until about 12:00 too, but this fact felt so remote and distant i could hardly believe it to be true. I remembered as the day went on, i had little communication with friends, and my feeling of failure (not having completed vital homework during the day), my sense of duty and devotion to finishing a specific piece of work, and sense of impending doom all gradually faded into a semi- evangelion, semi- internet, semi-(but not much)pornographic consciousness. how comfortable. my words, sadly cannot describe the commingling of absurdity and surprise that i felt.
oh my jesus. murakami has been temporarily displaced. this is quite a serious dilemma actually, as that book was bringing me growth and satisfaction, along with happiness.
i am feeling a great attraction to *2046* and will most probably be seeing the 9.20 session of the film (if not 3.40) at cinema nova, lygon st. i love films. i love the darkness of the cinema, and the complex feelings that rush through me as i relate to the experiences i am seeing and take some part of what i am seeing with me. complexity.
i have decided. 'Cool mint' listerine is the most delicious thing on this planet. be warned though, it is made by paxil. i only found this out after securing my last stash, and will not be taking that shit again as it is immoral.
hmm.. waiting for an email can be sort of frustrating. exciting too though, as i anticipate an interesting reply.
this happened a few days ago->
i now completely know and completely understand
what having no seratonin means
its that euphoric feel as you are riding in the dark down the street on a bike (no drugs)
listening to music) with the wind rushing through your face no hands. that feeling as you raise your head high and roar into the sky in ecstasy u can't do that when you've got no seratonin.
no-one panic. it's temporary, i've already felt like i've got my seratonin back and i can feel euphoria again. geez.. chiilllout.
that's all for tonight-
go for it freg - send in that story to crybloxsome
to the topic of the strange day -> i walked out of my room earlier and i had no idea where, in time, i was. i went to school today, until about 12:00 too, but this fact felt so remote and distant i could hardly believe it to be true. I remembered as the day went on, i had little communication with friends, and my feeling of failure (not having completed vital homework during the day), my sense of duty and devotion to finishing a specific piece of work, and sense of impending doom all gradually faded into a semi- evangelion, semi- internet, semi-(but not much)pornographic consciousness. how comfortable. my words, sadly cannot describe the commingling of absurdity and surprise that i felt.
oh my jesus. murakami has been temporarily displaced. this is quite a serious dilemma actually, as that book was bringing me growth and satisfaction, along with happiness.
i am feeling a great attraction to *2046* and will most probably be seeing the 9.20 session of the film (if not 3.40) at cinema nova, lygon st. i love films. i love the darkness of the cinema, and the complex feelings that rush through me as i relate to the experiences i am seeing and take some part of what i am seeing with me. complexity.
i have decided. 'Cool mint' listerine is the most delicious thing on this planet. be warned though, it is made by paxil. i only found this out after securing my last stash, and will not be taking that shit again as it is immoral.
hmm.. waiting for an email can be sort of frustrating. exciting too though, as i anticipate an interesting reply.
this happened a few days ago->
i now completely know and completely understand
what having no seratonin means
its that euphoric feel as you are riding in the dark down the street on a bike (no drugs)
listening to music) with the wind rushing through your face no hands. that feeling as you raise your head high and roar into the sky in ecstasy u can't do that when you've got no seratonin.
no-one panic. it's temporary, i've already felt like i've got my seratonin back and i can feel euphoria again. geez.. chiilllout.
that's all for tonight-
go for it freg - send in that story to crybloxsome
posted by wasabi at 10:05 PM
1 Comments:
nice ... very interesting although I don't know what you're on about most of the time
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