i cried last night...

ohhhh yes... i cried harder than i have since i was about 10.
it was the thoughts of loneliness, and sadness and inevitably heading towards death, and fuckedness of society. Anyway, that doesn't sum it up. but i cried. 5 movies in like 2 days; nathalie', bondi tsunami, fight club (wow, again), 24 hour party people, and harvie krumpet (the one which made me cry). more accurately it was a combination of harvie krumpet and the director's other, shorter films that made me cry. anyway.

listening to godspeed you black emperor at the moment.

life is not too good at the moment. frustration, uncertainty etcetera. i've been dreaming quite a bit too, then forgetting what my dreams were about. so disorientating.
time for lashings of random quotes:

"I can not abide people who are rude to wait staff. I shall arrest them."

"Contrary to what you may have already heard about cocaine, the high is a very subtle, mood elevating, clarifying, euphoric and an increased talkativeness type of drug."

"Computer games don't affect kids. I mean if Pacman affected our generation as kids, we'd all run around in a darkened room munching on pills and listening to repetitive music... Just a thought."

fuck i'm lazy. i highly reccomend this link: http://www.neuron.net/~navi/entheo/entheo.html

but also, (and maybe more entertaining):
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=40305

the other night i experienced an uncategorisable emotion.

restaurants are a mind-alterer. ice-skating is a mind alterer. it's just about where you decide to draw the line.

ignorance is futile. you will be assimilated.
sinking.


looking forward to my magic the gathering pre-release this saturday morning, and also to spinning my bed.