Friday, October 07, 2005

all the lonely people. those lyrics are so much more relevant to me now than they were 6 months ago.

this unshakeable feeling that so many people aren't doing anything towards their ultimate happiness or aims in life. to grounded in everyday tasks. take a trip to your local supermarket and you'll perceive on the lowest level how easy it is for people to get absorbed with the mundanities and shallowness of our society. people arguing about what brand of spice they are going to buy (like it makes a fucking difference), reading horrible trashy women's magazines (written by men, perpetuating sexism).

too many people not taking things to their full extent. most importantly morals. if you're against eating things with parents, it's not hard to be a vegetarian but so many still do. If you're anti consumerism and pro environment there are so many steps that you can take towards these things. If you believe in accepting everybody and giving everybody a chance before judging them,
then do this. If you want to become self-sufficient then do so.

I can only imagine that the biggest failure in someone's life once they have come to terms with the futility of human life, is that of not having fulfilled their dreams. A lifetime is but a dot in an endless sea of black universe. No past, no future. Life should be lived in the present. Always. It's a horrible society in so many ways, but in others its perfect. Amazing communication, so much information everywhere, so much interaction (or potentially if everyone wasn't so emotionally closed of and untrusting). I dunno what i'm trying to say here, but it sort of makes sense. If it was just me... no technology, no economy, i would find it infinitely difficult to travel the world experiencing different cultures and meeting people and learning about human nature.

interesting talking to a girl i used to know (christian) about drugs and such and how down the line her views are. hard to know where those morals actually came from. I wish people would be more open-minded about that sort of stuff. more caring, less precautionary.

'quote from crybloxsome' hit me hard in the head.

Because there is no escape after all. Only challenges to the world that holds your heart a prisoner, and the punishments for setting it free.

sigh... valerian root tastes like shit but makes you sleepy. yum.

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