well here is the promised picture of very weird alien looking hot girls that also look very prim and proper... errr.. anyeyway

wow... i just found in my diary that on the 3rd of this month i had a very strange dream about going to a nazi camp to assassinate hitler, then running away downa familiar street, then i was at a party and some weird shit was going down, which i chooose to not reveal.. LOL

so amazing that you can completely forget something like a dream and it can seem so unfamiliar that it's like it could have never been in your consciousness... crazy

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what date is it?

it doesn't even mattah

it's 5:00am and i just had one of the most amazing nights of my life (note crazy really curvy energetic writing).

ECSTACEE - picture of a small pill with a demented mitsubishi symbol on it (since i can't draw) caption - 'mitsubishi'

oh my god it was totally amazing

so now i'm sitting in bed an' i'm like: wtf mate.
cos there was this nice guy from up the road and he walked up to me + wanting to have sex with me - seemed nice anyway tho i wasn't interested in sex.

then i'm even more like WTF maite i because as i rode home on my bike feeling slightly lonely i realised 'i have NO REAL FRIENDS' -> note - no matter what thought processes occur after this - This is a TRUE EPHIPHANY in some way.

sahara nights.
hmmm... everybody smoking hookahs

then the MOST wtf thing is this weird squeaky rubber sound like the sound of a sneaker on a football court is in the hallway squeaking every so often.

it's like at the same interval every time and it can't be some kind of living thing - sounds too inorganic. so yeah that's fucking weird because my mind simply cannot and will not fathom.

touching myself grabbing on tight and thighs and arms feels really good.

hissing tssszzzhhh electronic sound.

damn didn't get with noone (names not found)

completely fucking amazing feeling dancing

everything foreign and new and fresh from a different perspective

lights are all blurry instead of normal as if slightly squinting though i wasn't...

amazing feeling just touching people.
throwing bike - amazing strengty to pick it up and shoot it away - SO STRONG.

so energetic running to drink tap + back.

i am coming down quite hardcore.

it was totally like my first time but just big huge effect.

random guy gives us half a tablet each (beh not random)

his name is sam and he loves india in the patns..

almost making tessa cry because i asked her so many times to stay

whoa INSANe